I had been feeling something. Something deep inside that I couldn’t place.
In the last handful of weeks everything about my life had changed. Mostly for the better, but definitely some for the worst. I am in the thick of an upheaval that is so violent, so ever changing, so powerful that most of the time I can’t see through it. Past it. Around it.
I had tried previously to articulate the feeling to Adam, to girl friends, to myself, without avail.
And then I read a post titled, Motherhood: Not What I Thought It Would Be by one of my Instagram favorites, @morganfaithsuarez.
Morgan’s post literally hit me so hard in the gut that I am going to basically copy and paste most of her blog post below. Note, this is not stealing her work. I am bowing to her work. I am sharing it here because I can’t risk that you don’t click the link above and read her words because they are so perfectly, 150% what I am feeling. This is me. This is my struggle. This is where I live.